so this is a form of release, for me and myself to write about each other all by ourselves here in glasgow. half a world and a few time zones away from home, i could be happy if i had a little more time and a lot more people here with me.
i like to not use caps when i write, it makes things look anonymous--and more unassuming somehow. why do i feel the need to justify myself? this is my place to vent, and ramble, and say all (well, some) of the things I think, but can't bring myself to say to anyone. why? because i don't think i know anyone who would understand and that i would want to tell. honestly. i know it sounds angsty. yeah, i know i should have outgrown that stage by now. oh well i'm not this way in real life (promise!).
two weeks more. summer. soft gold sun and fresh air and floaty dresses, and flowers i don't know the names of, and new places which have been old friends calling to me, and i have to bury myself in books. the wrong kind of books. oh well. life can only get better.
it has to be a good year.
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